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OK....How do I put this
« Thread Started on Apr 24, 2007, 6:38pm »

K I haven't been on here for ever long. Actually I, but never ever posted, so I'm going to do some ranting.

Me and my boyfriend, dean, have been going out since summer, which is 9 months. I love him to bits, he means everything to me. He doesn't drink or do drugs, he's not emo or something stupid like that, and he's not a player.
I had a HUGE fight with him in november thou.
First, There was this girl who i absolutly hate, since last year. and she was messing with one of my friends and trying to make friends with the other. grrrrr.
Second, there was this other guy. His locker was right beside mine. I didn't date him or anything. Just he was very presisten. Like ever since september he had been been say, "hi" or "hi beautiful" "how are you" and blah blah blah. right. so after awhile. i mean I'll have to admit it was kind of cute, I mean after 4 months of doing that and my only reactive was a smile or an odd "hi"..ya you get the point
Thirdly, I met only of his friends, that was a girl. and I deeply thought that she liked him. I mean reaLLLY liked him.
Fourthly, I was just in a pissy mood
so I had a fight with him, and ya..lets just say i'm a pretty mean person when I'm mad.

anyhow, we eventally got past that. I found out 3 months later i was right about that d**n girl, but that besides the point

anyhow my parents have put up this new rule that i'm off the phone by 9:30.
Usually, for the last 9 months, I've been talking from 7 or 7:30 to 11 or midnight.
Last night I was kind of depressed about it, and for a whole 2 hours my vocie was monotone. literally. he'd ask me a question it would end with a yes or no or mmm or i c.

anyhow he's worried that i don't want him, and I'm worry that maybe I don't. I love him, i wouldn't know what to do without him. But I'm wondering if I love him....I mean. Do I cherish him because its the friendship I love. loving being able to tell him everything, or.. what is love? I"m soo confuzzed. someone tell me something.

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